I don't know why?!

Gegel xtauu kenapee Gegel skrhh niih!
ngn kwn Gegel pon.. 
Gegel lyn x lynn jerr...
Gegel rasee kwn kwnn Gegel pon pelikk ngn perangaii Gegel..
Gegell mulee mlss nkk berckpp ngn dorang..
don't u all daree too askk mee why!
because i have noo answerr forr that question!
ermm..
i think my friends start feel weird with my temperament!
hurmm..!
what's wrong withh me?!
i started to hatee myself!
i think i have too change my life style!
but..
how?!
nobodyy will knoww myy problemss!
everyone saw me happy..
but..
i'm not!
serious!
damm shit!
i'm bad!
i have nobody too trustt in thiss world!
i can't trustt anybody!
err!
shitt!